‘Physicality of an Aspiration’
This ‘work’ was created in situ in Chernobyl-2, during my second visit to the site of the Chernobyl disaster. I responded to my surroundings through the medium of stitch, meditatively, and for 2 hours, reflecting on those people who, in April 1986 had to suddenly leave their homes with just 2 hours’ notice. It was an intensely emotive experience, I felt a sense of emptiness, hopelessness and helplessness that was almost tangible.
It was 72 hours after the accident that it was decided to evacuate Pripyat. Residents were only allowed to take some food, a change of underwear, and their identity papers. By this time the inhabitants had all been exposed to large amounts of radiation. My personal response was to sit for 2 hours, completely alone and methodically and meditatively stitch, in those silent, abandoned surroundings and only try and imagine what that must have been like.
The numbers associated with the Chernobyl disaster have informed and horrified me; each figure varying widely relating to it’s source, making factual research quite difficult. Visually these figures/statistics are very condensed and clinical but look beyond and consider, really consider, what they mean and it is absolutely heartbreaking. There was much ‘covering up’ of the truth and official figures bear no relation to unofficial ones.
The Chernobyl nuclear disaster of 1986 had serious, far-reaching consequences, many of which are still relevant today and it rendered the area uninhabitable for 60,000 years.
|Exact date/time of explosion||26.04.1986 at 01:23:44|
|No. of men it took to save all of Europe||3|
|No. of hours before evacuation notice came||72|
|No. of hours notice to evacuate||2|
|Official death toll||31|
|Unofficial death toll||300,000 – 985,000|
|Total No. of displaced persons||1,000,000|
|No. people affected worldwide to date||unknown|
|No. of seconds of exposure to receive a fatal dose of radiation||20|
‘Disintegration 2016 -18’
Taking inspiration from the evacuated homes in Chernobyl, the layers, remains and the disintegration of past lives, the ghostly transparency of loss, dispersal and destruction, this work illustrates the effect of time on seemingly intangible transient stains.
This installation piece; a 3m length of double sided, hand printed and embroidered wallpaper, trickling with running water and visibly deteriorating over a period of time is multi layered with imagery and texture to indicate the depth of the related issues.
It encapsulates the sounds that can be heard when one stops, dead still in Pripyat.
This piece is responsive to the memory of my initial response to sitting, alone, in an abandoned home in Chernobyl-2, attempting to describe with meditative stitch, the emotions those surroundings evoked.
The melancholy nature of the piece is expressed by careful lighting which makes the piece in part dark, foreboding and textural and in others, transparent, evocative and ghostly. Inspiration from the sublime and personal beauty of the damp and dripping layers of papers, almost melting away, draped to the floor like fabric, that were so fragile they disintegrated to the touch, is communicated to the senses, provoking feelings of loss in the viewer.
This body of work is currently in progress…